From Marjo Charbo Hello Judith, we haven’t met as I haven’t participated in meetings
since my registration. Now, I’m writing you about your story. While reading it, I felt
deeply touched like crying deep inside. Can’t express more at the moment but I retain
from your story the courage, the determination and confidence. Thank you Judith. Be
well and safe, See you soon.
Reply, Hi Marjo, Thanks for your beautiful note. What touched you was the
understanding that we are more than what we think we are. I feel a deep well of true
understanding coming to the surface of your awareness. Sometime emotional blocks and
life situations cause us to “shut down” this awareness. When we feel the resonance, we
What affects us so strongly, and what you felt from my bio, is the love that you felt, that
strong love that we exist within, but sometimes don’t notice. I’m looking forward to
meeting you soon, and in this note exchange, we have already met in the highway of
consciousness. Take care, Judi
to understand more of why my life is the way it is? How would you do this so that I
can feel that my life is worthwhile? Looking forward to your reply. Sincerely Emmy D.
Reply: Dear One, Just don’t be judgmental as we’re all on a path of discovery, shedding
emotional issues, and finding our true perfect selves once again. This is a manifestation
in the physical of your whole self, yet just an aspect exists within the body. You are many
bodies existing at this same time..the now. Some are in physical, some are in other
planes, not physical, past present and future. You are BIG!
All of these simultaneous experiences are carried in the higher self…..dreams give a
little glimpse, but remember the understanding is limited when we wake up …being
filtered through the mind. So my suggestion is … Just be happy and in joy,and don’t put
energy into the rest of it. As you choose joy and follow your passion, the rest of the
conflicting thoughts and emotions will fall away, and become less important. Have a
As I was rushed to the hospital with a huge saddle pulmonary embolism, blocking the
blood flow and oxygen to the entire right side of my heart, I reflected on the
suddenness with surprise. I was physically healthy and had just finished taking my
doggie for his walk..but IT WAS MY TIME FOR CHANGE.
Barely breathing, I collapsed in the emergency room. Within several hours of arriving,
the breathing got harder, and harder, even with oxygen. Suddenly I slumped in my
bed and stopped breathing.
The experiences started then: I still had an awareness of where I was, in the
emergency room. But in my reality, the room got brighter and brighter, like a
thousand fluorescent lights were on.
The feeling I had was calm and even happy. I was aware of everything around me, yet
I was there beside myself in another bed. I was talking to people surrounding my bed,
and didn’t really ask who they were.
They were dressed as nurses and doctors, yet I felt they were old friends. I was happy
and content, yet I knew , just next to me I was also lying in the bed not breathing,
slumped in my hospital gown.
I wanted to stay in the other hospital bed, so bright and cheerful. I was fully awake
and aware. Processing all the information that I was receiving. I understood that I was
also the body slumped in the bed next to mine.
But I felt so vibrantly awake and at peace where I was. It was a larger place, full of
light and good feelings, as if the air suddenly became clear and drinkable, sparkling.
Words can’t describe the incredible lightness and feelings I encountered.
I didn’t want to go back to the body in the bed. I thought, why go back? It’s so nice
here. I have accomplished so much in my life, why go back to that cold place, in the
I felt my husband of many years in the chair next to my bed. Clearly in anguish,
frightened that I would leave him, but I knew I would go back to finish the life we
shared together. Was I in for a surprise! Just as I was thinking that I wanted to stay
and explore that other bed, in that other hospital setting, in that nice bright and calm
I was awakened by harsh slaps on my face and screaming…breathe, are you
awake!!!? I didn’t want to wake, but shocked, I answered, and started breathing again.
So, you may ask, was that the epiphany? Then what happened??? The nurses who
took care of me in emergency room later told me that 85% of the patients who come
in with my problem don’t survive. So I was very blessed to survive. Or was I?
As I’m learning, changes that are not always easy to process or accept. I’m still
remembering each day, more and more of the lessons that I absorbed in the minutes
of my experience, which seemed like hours, but came as if in a flash. Time stood still.
All there was to my existence was the moment. That is the moment, when time
stands still, we can hear our soul speaking to us. In the moment, that’s when we
have a chance to pull on our inner strength, and find our soul’s path.. First to change
was me. I wasn’t the same person as I was before.
My loving husband of many years could not accept that change in me. He was afraid
of this new strong vibration of LOVE, and left me within days. He was afraid. I scared
him and was not the same mirror he knew, and he went into fear. At that moment,
every foundation I knew in my life crumbled.
Who was I now? A wife, a mother, a businesswoman? I was lost, yet so full of the love
of the universe, and no one to give it to. I felt so alone, so abandoned and betrayed.
Instead of anger and blaming, I turned inward to myself for support.
This action provided all the answers I have found. And I found my joy. I can help you
find your joy too. I healed spontaneously from this love.
I felt more love than ever had before. From me. From the universe. And I feel this
love flow through me more and more each day. I learned this is the light of true
higher consciousness. We think sometimes that we are alone.
We are NEVER alone, I want to tell people that. We are immortal. I found the
answers. In this time of transformation. I want to share all I have learned with you.
To illuminate your life as I have done in mine…..By sharing my story, and ultimately,
my life transformation.I hope you can identify and find peace too within turmoil that
is called transformation. That’s why I’m sharing.I’ve learned and am still learning from
Inner strength is what we can draw on. That’s how we begin. And then we find our
joy, and through knowing our joy, we can touch our soul’s path. We can discover who
we are and why we chose to be on this earth at this time, and what we came to do.
What I’ve learned is that changes come into our lives whether we welcome them or
not. Whether we are prepared or not. I can help you make sense of this,and use
change as the opportunity to transform your life. In light.
Wishing all of you Love, Inspiration, Joy, Light and Illumination Love, Judi
A personal note to everyone who is reading this....
I can help you with changes in your life. If you're reading this.... Whether you have
had a NDE near death experience, or trauma of any kind, transformation is what's
Change is not easy, and we can become fearful and anxious of what is coming.
By connecting with your soul, I feel you. I help you to make positive transitions.
Experiences that cause change in our lives also dissolve crystallized beliefs, thoughts
and emotional energies that have cemented together for years. Using the strong
power and energy that comes from manifestation, you can realize your goals and
what you want to create in abundance and joy.
In my ongoing busy and fulfilling multitasking as an entrepreneur I have participated
in many exciting challenges. I have had the opportunity to teach, publish and author
100's of publications in the children’s victims’ rights and self esteem topics.
I have been fortunate to implement intuition and empowerment techniques
throughout each and every experience.
Using and teaching intuition and manifestation is what I was born to do.
You asked about my place in this universe.
I am a teacher of empowerment.
I connect on a soul level, healing and helping others remember, providing a mirror of
consciousness so that you can see who you really are.
Empowerment is through Love. In this new vibrational consciousness as we enlarge
our awareness, we understand why we came to this existence, and what paths we
have chosen to discover our true selves.
Many are seeing energies, and bright lights of spirit, and are afraid. People have been
prescribed anti-depressants for anxiety, when what is really happening to them is
All should know that this is our true existence and more. So much more, because of
course, we are the ALL. When we trust ourselves, love ourselves, we are in our true
nature and power.
I am a channel of universal energy, bringing forth empowerment, awareness and
messages from beyond, a mirror of true soul consciousness.
As a gifted intuitive medium, I contact spirit guides and departed loved ones,
communicating intuitively with plants and animals and all consciousness.
|I AM A TEACHER OF